I posted this several weeks ago and the wonderful thing about a blog is you can repost the same ole shit without having to evoke the same old emotions and then attempt to rearrange the words to make it sound different.
You know I have fought the urge to take medications because of that vacant feeling you get once you get use to the sensation. I would much rather smoke a truckload of weed to get that I don’t give a fuck feeling and maybe it would eradicate this massive headache I have been experiencing the past several days which coincides with my again off the charts blood pressure.
One of these days when you have not seen anything posted for a week or so you can just assume that I have stroked out or simply dropped dead like my dear departed brother.
Was watching this movie the other day “Thirteen Conversations About The Same Thing” movie is several years old and basically it chronicles how all of our miserable lives are connected and how we all play a role in how fucked our lives can be and how those connected with us contribute to that.
The rollercoaster ride that is my life continues…
One line from the movie stood out…
“Life only makes sense when we look at it backwards; too bad we must life it going forward.”
Insanity I believe is defined as when someone does the same thing over and over expecting a different result. I may need to reconsider taking those meds.
Folks this is just one of those days where I don’t feel like blogging about Obama and his stupid shit. Don’t give a fuck about politics today. Don’t give a fuck about Democrats, liberals, tree huggers, Republicans, conservatives, wiggers, rednecks, women, men boys or girls nothing nada zilch.
Yes I’m a moody fuck and today happens to be one of those days where folks may swear that I’m on PMS. I think I saw somewhere that men are capable of that, well maybe I should be some sort of a test case.
What is the reason for my utter outrage and contempt for the human race, nothing specifically and everything at the same time no one individual specifically but every fucking human being on the planet too.
As I passed every car along the highway I wanted to just take my car and ram head on into each and every one of them.
I remember folks back during 9/11 saying “I just don’t understand how people can be that fucked up to hijack a plane and fly them into two building.” Oh this morning I can understand exactly how someone can and the feeling and emotions that can go into doing such a terrible thing.
If you live in a major city turn on the news at the latest fucked up family related drama. Husband murders wife and kids, wife shoots husband, mother abandons kids, mother murders kids. kids being bullied at school and on the internet. Husband cheating on wives… wives cheating on husbands, step parents fucking their children, children murdering their parents, strangers murdering strangers, family members fucking each other over and about and the litany of human depravity goes on and on.
Go to a public event and be surrounded by loud, stupid, obnoxious, and smelly people. The legions of fat people, thin people, short and tall people, girls and boys, old people and young people… people sporting the latest in fashion and trends all dictated to them by clever “Mad Men” countless number of dollars pissed away when the obvious question is who are they trying to impress and why do they do it?
We humans lack discipline. Today politicians, the media, and even teachers are scared to say anything that might be deemed "politically incorrect". Today not me!
Handicapped people are no longer handicapped, but are physically or mentally impaired. Prisoners are no longer prisoners, but are freedom inclined. Opening a door for a woman or paying for a meal can be offensive because it might imply that the she can't do it herself. Strip clubs and pornography are not acceptable because they're degrading to women yet women degrade themselves by dressing like porn stars and are easily as promiscuous as the average man today.
It's not okay to torture convicted rapists, murderers, and child molesters because it would be cruel and unusual punishment (as opposed to what they did to the victims?). Eating meat is wrong because an animal had to die. Physically disciplining children when they start threatening lives is not okay because it's child abuse and the result is we are raising a bunch of idiot worthless bastards.
Kids these days get away with too much. They dye their hair, pierce their bodies, dress up like freaks, experiment with sexuality and drugs, they disregard tradition and rules, and disrespect anyone that might "cramp" their style. Sure, they'll sit around and smoke, do drugs, and have sex while complaining about the environment, but when it comes to doing anything about it, they're too infatuated with their image and what's politically correct to actually change anything and where do they get this fucked up imaging from their idiot parents.
Don’t get me wrong I don’t give a shit how someone dresses or looks if you want to be a clone, fine. If you want to dress up in black and paint your face white and pretend to be a rebel, fine. But do it if you want to. Not to make some stupid point. Nobody cares.
Don’t care how you look, how you dress, the bumper sticker on your car that says your kids an honor student or the fact that you voted for that stupid fuck Obama.
Today is the day where I feel like I’m developing that cold callousness needed to survive this fucked up world.
Today…I hate how people think life is happiness. Life is not happiness. I hate it how some people go through life with little or no regard for the things that make their life worth living, and instead focus on bi-products of themselves. Humans are lacking focus, dignity and self respect this is why some people can actually grow up to think that Democrats don’t lie and are noble or that Obama is sincere and means well. They can be swayed by seeing a juicy hamburger or some bimbo serving a beer on TV a repetitive annoying radio ad or some child molesting priest promising eternal life.
TV executives produce a stream of non-stop garbage that gives children unrealistic ideals about life from a very young age and when those ideals aren't met, they grow up to be resentful and bitter.
Silly ass adults who dress up their kids in those stupid helmets because they are suppose to protect their precious children when frankly very few children are indeed precious nor are they worth protecting because in all likelihood they will grow up to be.. well liberals or Democrats until common sense kicks in.
Today folks I just hate people in general and at this very moment if I could wave a magic wand and wipe every last one of you from the face of the earth I would.
All of you loud talkers, telemarketers, mumblers…
Drivers, drivers who text while driving…
People who supposedly work in customer service but have no fucking clue what customer service is…
Co-workers… well my co-workers are pretty decent for the most part and my boss is cool…
Government / Public Service personnel many of you frankly are worthless and not needed…
Spammers, Net freaks, Facebook and Myspace users Nambla members all of you are in the same fucking category as far as I’m concerned.
Entertainers, faux celebrities who become celebrities just for being stupid and or ignorant or reality TV stars reprehensible displays of human depravity. those of you who get your news from silly ass shows like Colbert Report or John Stewart.
Religious zealots and yes that includes you idiot fanatic Muslims and you hate obsessed Christians who believe you have the one and only key to morality and virtue.
I borrowed the following and TODAY I concur…
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time…. I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?
2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T. V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T. V. and change the channel manually.
3 When people say ‘Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too’. Damn right! What good is cake if you can’t eat it?
4 When people say ‘it’s always the last place you look’. Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you’ve found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses!
5 When people say while watching a film ‘did you see that?’. No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.
6 People who ask ‘Can I ask you a question?’…. Didn’t really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?
7. When something is ‘new and improved!’ Which is it? If it’s new, then there has never been anything before it. If it’s an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn’t be new.
8 When people say ‘life is short’. What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that’s longer?
9 When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks ‘Has the bus come yet?’. If the bus came would I be standing here, dumbass?
Yes today people I have been taken over by some evil spirit misanthrope simply expressing today a general antipathy with mankind and society.
The dictionary reveals that misanthropes can be “motivated by feelings of isolation and social alienation, or simply by the hatred of mankind's/society's prevalent characteristics.”
Exactly… that is Gaius today folks.
Hopefully I will be touched by the spirit, or someone may take the time to leave a kind comment or words of encouragement for me… but I’m not counting on it.
I have posted thousands of articles and links to far more important topics and I don’t see jack. If life is like a pendulum I suspect it will swing the other way for me real soon.
If this is the most depressing thing you have ever read well I apologize, but as I end this I do feel a lot better and that was the point. It is not good to keep hurt, rage and anger inside. Do I wish that some chosen individuals would burn and rot in hell certainly but frankly that would be too good for them.
Taking deep breaths…. ahhh feeling much better.
You people have a wonderful day!
To prove my point how fucked up people are....
Killer Sues Victim's Family
Despite Manslaughter Conviction, Inmate Sues Family for Allowing Son to Bike Without a Helmet
It has been an agonizing three years for Stephen and Joanne Kenney, ever since their teenage son, Matthew, was struck and killed while riding his bike on a Connecticut roadway. Now the man who killed Matthew is suing the Kenneys for negligence; from his jail cell.
"What this does is re-victimize them, it suggests that somehow the victim and his parents contributed to his own death," said Michelle Cruz, a Connecticut state victim advocate.
Prosecutors alleged that David Weaving was driving more than 80 miles an hour in Waterbury April 27, 2007, when he struck and killed Matthew Kenney, 14, according to court documents. Weaving had a history of driving violations, including four convictions for drunk driving.
In this case, he was convicted of manslaughter and is serving a 10-year sentence.
After his conviction, the Kenneys sued Weaving and the Connecticut Department of Motor vehicles for negligence, alleging that Weaving's license should have been revoked because of his repeated drunk driving convictions. The state DMV is fighting the case.
From behind bars, Weaving responded with a countersuit alleging that the Kenneys allowed their son to ride his bike without a helmet, which contributed to his death. The lawsuit stated that the Kenneys did not "comply with the responsibilities of a parent or guardian and the laws of this state."
Such a counterclaim serves as an "emotional slap in the face" to a victim, advocate Cruz said.
Cops: Woman Crashes Car While Shaving Her Privates
Ex Husband Allegedly Held the Wheel While She Shaved, Neither One Noticed SUV in Front of Them
what about this...
precious children indeed… your tax dollars will be taking care of her too!
Spreading your legs to make money use to be called Whoring... Now it's call making a bundle of you and I! - Shavedlongcock
I was speaking to an emergency room physician this morning. He told me that a woman in her 20's came to the ER with her 8th pregnancy. She stated, "my momma told me that I am the breadwinner for the family." He asked her to explain. She said that she can make babies, and babies get money for the family. The scam goes like this: The grandma calls the Department of Child and Family Services and states that the unemployed daughter is not capable of caring for these children. DCFS agrees and states that the child or children will need to go to foster care.I would say I'm shocked but Negros have been getting paid like this for awhile...
The grandma then volunteers to be the foster parent, and thus receives a check for $1,500 per child per month in Illinois. Total yearly income: $144,000 tax-free, not to mention free healthcare (Medicaid) plus a monthly card entitling her to free groceries, etc, and a voucher for 250 free cell phone minutes per month. This does not even include WIC and other welfare programs. Indeed, grandma was correct in that her fertile daughter is the "breadwinner" for the family.
Sebastian J. Ciancio, M.D. Urologist, Danville Polyclinic, LTD
Some good news...
Rangel found guilty of violating 11 House rules
Ethics panel to decide on appropriate punishment for the N.Y. congressman
‘Ugly Betty’ Actor Charged In Mom’s Sword Killing
NEW YORK — An actor accused of hacking his mother to death with a sword was arraigned Friday from a hospital prison ward on charges of second-degree murder.*******
Wearing a light green gown, Michael Brea did not speak or enter a plea. He was also charged with criminal possession of a weapon after investigators found him in the bedroom of his apartment with a 3-foot sword. His mother, Yanick, was found on her knees, hacked to death in their blood-spattered bathroom Nov. 23.
Government Pays For White Supremacist’s “Extreme Makeover” Before Court Date
When John Ditullio goes on trial on Monday, jurors will not see the large swastika tattooed on his neck. Or the crude insult tattooed on the other side of his neck. Or any of the other markings he has acquired since being jailed on charges related to a double stabbing that wounded a woman and killed a teenager in 2006.
The court approved the judicial equivalent of an extreme makeover, paying $125 a day for the services of a cosmetologist to cover up the tattoos that Mr. Ditullio has gotten since his arrest. This is Mr. Ditullio’s second trial for the murder; the first, which also involved the services of a cosmetologist, ended last year in a mistrial. If convicted, he could face the death penalty.